I love what I'm doing and no doubt God is using me and our church in a great way. Our church has had a tremendous impact in so many lives in such a short period of time. We are seeing lives turned around, people coming to Christ who only a short time ago wouldn't even dream of entering a church. I've witnessed marriages on the brink become strong.
Still, I feel as if God is has something incredible for me to do but i'm just not seeing it. It's like I get this rush of adrenaline and my body and mind say go, but I don't know where. I need to be doing something but I don't know what. It's completely frustrating.
Pray for me. Pray for our church. Pray that when I finally figure it out, that I would be ready to take on and accomplish that for which God is preparing me.
The fact that you sense there is something incredible in your future is worth paying attention to. But the fact that you're not sure where or when is also one of God's signals, as I've found it in my own life. He has put you on alert but the waiting period also accomplishes God's purposes. I can relate to your sense of "Well, if I KNOW something is coming, why don't we just get on with, Lord?" And God says right back to me, "I have some other details to take care of. I won't be late in getting to you." When I think about our church one year ago, when we had faith in the vision, faith that God would accomplish something---although we couldn't describe yet what it would look like--and now I see human beings in the flesh, who have been affected by God's power in one way or another--then I have no problem believing that God has more for us at Life Church. Hang in, there. I fully agree with you that God has even more exciting things to show you.
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